busy busy! one thing juz happens after another! intially, supposed to accompany mum to get her results on thurs..but when i came back dead tired(doing proj till 7pm), she told me her results not out yet..doc called and changed it to fri 1145am..i said ok..then she said she needed me to do her a favour..bring my grandma to tts hospital on thurs..for her checkup..*faints*..so..i still had to go to a HOSPITAL..popo's eyes blood vessels burst..damn..which means she can go lind any moment..its not a gradual thing..she can go blind juz like that*snap fingers*..fuck..i dun want her to go blind! i really dun..somehow, when i heard the doc telling her that, i felt really terrible..really really bad..i know she muz have felt damn lousy too..but i cant do much to comfort her..i feel bad..its cos of her diabetes..she din control her intake of sugar or something..so today, skipped yet another lecture to go down to mount e to find mummy to get her results..din tell her im going..cos she will definitely forbid me to skip another lecture..so i thought i'll give her a surprise..so cabbed down to mount e from school and when i reached, i saw her with her friend..kinda disappointed i muz admit..but well, i was there for mummy at least..haha..the results say that its juz a fatty lump..phew..will not increase her risk of having cancer..thank god..soooo glad..hehe..so we went for lunch..and then didi called..say he's going to see a doc..we were like, did u fall and injure ur lip again? he said he's having a fever and cannot even walk properly..sigh..there goes my shopping opportunity with mummy..cabbed back to woodlands from orchard..didi's friend sent him to the clinic cos i think he's too sick? his fever was 38.8 degrees..and 39? doc din rule out dengue fever..so now have to observe him for a few days..argH! things juz happen one after another dun they? and my assignments are piling up! so sorry to my grp members today..i feel bad..but seriously..if u guys decided to stay back to do it..i'll cab back to sch..anyway..im so sorry! conflicts are beginning to arise among my class too..i juz hope it gets better and everyone's smiling again..i miss my dar so much..i haven seen him in like 5 days? im so busy shuffling between home, school and hospitals..i have so many things i wanna do! so many shows i wanna watch! someone save me!!!!
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have been really busy these few days..really..although i might not look like im busy, i am! skipped tut on friday, cabbed down to thomson medical centre(tmc) to meet mummy..she had a mammogram done in the morning..so i went to accompany her to see the doc..well, mum's always scared and nervous when she has to go for her mammogram..cant blame her actually.. wasnt really good news we heard though..she had a lump in her right breast..(it wasnt there 6 mths ago when she did her last mammogram..which means its growing too fast!)but we cant tell if its cancerous or what..so the doc inserted a needle into her breast(damn freaking pain!) and got out something..put in under the microscope and he said he thinks it alright..but needed to send for a thorough check..so we needed to go down again today for the results.. better news this time..98% sure its cancerous..only if they actually removed the lump and send it for check will they be 100% sure..doc adviced mum to remove it..because theres a possibility that it will continue growing and then it becomes more risky.. gonna remove it next tue.. in the evening..so i have to cab down once again to tmc since i end at only 5pm..no choice but to cab down..surgery's about 3800..(wtf) but as long as mum's alright..its worth it ya? thurs have to go down with mum again to get the results yet again..this time it's 100% sure..lucky its gonna be a 4mm cut only..phew..anyway, i know mummy's gonna be alright! haha..
oh well, i'm booked all the way till next sat! mostly for projs..this is stressful..lecturer returned assignment ytd(the tut i skipped) and i got a fucking d+..DAMN..i spent so long doin it..sometimes i seriously wonder whats the point of trying so hard..because it seems like the harder i try, the worse my results get..its stuff like this that weakens my determination..well, have to try harder i suppose..went orchard with mummy after her check today..and i bought my ESCADA ROCKIN RIO perfume! like finally!! haha..love it..and walked arnd..went heeren..ate lunch and walked arnd somemore...and GUESS WHAT? i saw a puma bag! the design and pattern and everything is juz what i have been looking for! except the brand of cos..i wanted adidas(but i kinda gave up hope cos i seriously can find it)..and the best thing is..i haven seen anyone carrying that bag! I LOVE THAT BAG! i shall save $$..haha..walked arnd somemore and i went into mambo's. saw a top which i love too..its so nice..but its 59 dollars..mum thinks its nice too..but i din want her to buy..maybe i'll get it after cny..haha..hope they still have it..tml going queensway and orchard with dar!! hehe..gonna get my shoes! ooo..cant wait!
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i finally finished my math game! like after god-knows-how long..been stuck at it for freaking freaking long and im finally done! so HAPPY!
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argh! its been raining non-stop for the past 3 days? darn..its nice if you are staying at home but its not if you simply have to go out! like to school or for piano lessons! i have phobia of wet grounds now..after i slipped and injured my toe the other time..eeww..im afraid of falling once again..so i walk damn weirdly if the ground's wet..haha..anyway..didi fell down in school ytd..while playing bb..and cut his lip..ooo..mum freaked out after she received a call from HIS friend at about 7pm ytd..totally freaked out..dad kinda freaked out too..haha..i had to calm them down..haha..they were like fearing for the worst? they juz kept thinking..talk bout thought run wild..haha..his friend passed the phone over to didi and his voice was like totally muffled..if he could ask us which clinic he should go and ask us to meet him at the clinic..thats bad..becos he never does that..he would rather come home first..haha..asked him to cab down to the clinic near our house and dad and i went down to meet him..he almost needed stitching and i almost freaked out when i saw the wound..haha..it was 1cm wide on the outside..(lower lip) and the inside was totally swollen and cut and stuff..EEWW...doc cleaned it up and said if the blood doesnt stop, stitching is needed..his tooth chipped a little too..and he cant even eat..haha..i was teasing him and all juz now..haha..anyway..my assignments are piling up yet AGAIN..like wtf..juz finished doing it and now i realised i have to complete 8 assignments by next week...3 by this week..this is total MADNESS okie..im going bonkers juz thinking bout it..wish me luck ppl!btw, jia you for your test tml baby! and to all having the test tml too! haha..
here's some belated bd wishes..
8 jan: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WAN TING, WAN XIAN AND WENLING!
for today, 10 jan: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHU JUAN AND MATTHAEUS!!
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hmmm..what a boring day today..woke up at bout 12 plus..then played the piano for a while..learning how to play tong hua now..haha..nice nice..shall master it soon..haha..then played for a while more and mum and dad came home with lunch..had lunch and then i came online..and im online till now..haha..oh ya..did a birthday card for shu juan juz now too..going to mail it to her soon..since her birthday's on the 10th jan..hope she likes the card..haha..basically today's an uneventful day..haha..going out for dinner later...with the whole family..been quite some time since we last went out altogether..miss those times whereby we cycled to have our dinner..haha..going to the club for dinner i guess..then i can bowl and play pool!! woo hoo..soooo long since i last bowled! btw..HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SUE LIN!
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yipee! finally got to see dar today..after 5 days of NOT seeing him! haha..anyway we went to bugis..and i bought my new year clothes already..YEAH! i love the pants..decided to get pants because i'll be going to my relative's house instead of them coming over..so i think i feel more comfortable in pants..and i seriously do need more pants/jeans for school..haha....bought one from samuel & kevin for $49 and then after walking around parco for hours? we decided to come back to causeway..and i bought the billabong shirt i saw 2 days ago..for $27.50..so tadah..i have one whole set already..hehe..mummy's giving me $120..so i should still have about $40+ bucks i suppose..shall keep it in the bank for the time being..haha..thought of getting the escada perfume though..because it seems like they discontinued that scent! argh!!!!i love that scent! haha..anyway i bought a pair of earrings to match the outfit too..haha..but im having doubts as to whether it goes with the outfit..haha..dar says its fine..so i guess it is..LOL..woo hoo..meeting bestie on sunday..hehe..after sooo long..haha..
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haha..my hands were itchy...so guess what i did? i cut my fringe!! oops...and result? i look toot now..haha..cos i juz kept cutting..till it was too short..OOPS..typical me though..i always cut my fringe for no apparent reasons..haha..but who cares ya..hehe..haven seen baby for like so many days..haven seen him this year in fact! damn..it sounds wrong huh..haha..but its true..cos i haven seen him these 5 days..haha..yipee! gonna shop for new year clothes soon..hehe..mummy's giving me 100+ to shop..haha..cos she say if she spend 100+ on didi's clothes..its only fair to give me 100+ too..woo hoo..cos didi only want billabong shirts..and he doesnt want any no brand bottoms i think..so mum decided to get him billabong bottoms too..like how freaking ex is that huh..for boardshorts or jeans..faints..anyway..im not the kind who goes for brands i suppose..i juz buy it if i like it..so i think 100+ is alot..haha..i think im going to get the new urban male heels..haha..I THINK..and maybe a bag..haha..spending the money on things that im not supposed to buy huh?
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hmmm..first day back at school was BORING...cos its BELINDA'S lecture..how boring can THAT get..haha..she's super boring la..anyway i slept throughout the whole lecture..haha..and i left half an hour earlier..haha..oops...anyway my two assignments's done!! woohoo..but belinda juz had to go tell us that she got another proj due on the 24th jan..freak!!!!cant she let us have a break! haha..another one due on the 13th jan but thats almost done i guess..have to role play on the 12th and my grp haven discussed anything..okie..sounds bad huh? haha..anyway..my room's done! i love the green..its soooo sweet..haha..thanks mummy..love ya loads...i shall steal some ORANGE paint from didi to print some patterns on the walls..hehe..1st pic:before..see the yellow? haha..2nd pic:in the process of painting..yellow and green! my room colour..3rd pic:after! nice?
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yeah! i 'finished' my 2 assignments le! haha..juz need to go school to ask my friends some stuff and i can consider my assignments done!! woo hoo..so happy..haha..lucky its all juz writing essays..my fav! oops..haha..mum woke me up early..at 1030am! okie..i know u guys think its late..but to me its early..haha..she wanted to paint my room..and she's painting it now..haha..thanks mummy! shall post a pic of dar dar and me..haha..i took it at chalet after drinking..so abit 'seh'..haha..
02/01/2006 13:23pm
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one assignment down one more to go before i call it a day! jia you!!! haha..i finally know how to link my friends' blogs le..haha..not VERY sure yet cos some not working..haha..shall try later again..ciao!
01/01/2006 20:20pm
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boo! happy new year ppl! its 2006 now..time really flies ya? 2005's gone juz like that..man..really really fast..shant talk bout it..hehe..shucks! its the first day of the year and im stuck at home! doing ASSIGNMENTS...damn! i have 2 assignments due on the 4th...argh! lucky i started doing it 2 weeks ago..so now juz have to touch up a little here and there..haha..if not i'll be burning midnight oil for the next few days!! haha..anyway..went out with dar ytd..juz met up for a simple dinner at causeway..had pastamania..thanks baby..for accompanying me..hehe..passed him the xmas card i made for him but haven got time to pass it to him..haha..hope you love it..i spent loads of time doing it..haha..muacks..hmm..yipee!! one of my wishes's gonna come true! haha..cos im going to repaint my room tml!! yipee..4th time im painting my room in 7 years though..haha..and didi decided to paint his room orange! how cool is that..haha.,.mum's pretty pissed though..haha..cos his cupboards are like all blue..and she say orange for bedroom aint good..but didi insisted and i support him!! haha..gonna steal some of his orange paint for my room too..haha..i chose green btw..bright green? haha..so looking forward to tml! but first..im gonna have to pia my assignments first!! so..ciao!
01/01/2006 17:40pm
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