Monday, February 28, 2005
im back once again..its now 1:33am..28feb2005..in another..hmm..12 1/2 hrs..i'll be getting my results..argh...this is bothering me too much..dar asked me to slp at like 12am? and now im still awake..shucks..think i wun be slping..hmmm..meeting dar at bout 730 for breakfast..haha..hope he can wake up..gee..he's my xiao zhu zhu..hehe..hmm..anyway my class will be playing bb at bout 930..then go collect our results together..hmm..i reckon that their results are gonna be fab..at least to me..hai..wonder if i'll be the only one crying..sigh..anyway..you reap what you sow..so..wells..im pinning high hopes on my eng though..hoping to get a1..haha..hmmm..i sound real pessimistic dun i?maybe i shld juz stop thinking..and juz wait for another 12 hrs..haha..i'll prob go walk arnd by myself aft i get my results..although i seriously hope that dar would be with me..but i cant be so cruel as to 'punish' him to suffer with me while i cry ya? thats becos dar's gonna do well..i know he is..and i know he'll be dying to go play with my class..so wells..i cant be so cruel..+although deep down i know i would need him real badly+
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5:37 PM
sniff..im soooooooo freaking scared and atressed right now..for the whole day.. i haven been able to function normally!!somone pls get me outta this mess..the reason for this behaviour:release of th 'o' level results will be tml..yes..28feb2005..shucks..waitin for the resutls is by far..worse than sitting for the exams!!!but i cant blame anyone can i? i chose not to work as hard as the others..so..who else can i blame?? i mean..i did work hard..i ahve to give myself that little bit of credit..but..i din work hard enough..sigh..so..im neither here nor there..sniff..i tried to relax..to not think bout it..but i cant!! ive got a feeling that i prob will fail 3 sub..shit..i screwed up my life..sniff..i hope dar does well..i have faith in him..really..and i know he did work real hard..he pia.ed his butt off..hai..i will prob be back later..i think i will not be able to slp..will update bout the past few days later..
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3:45 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
hmmm..created another blog cos i forgotten my password for the previous one..haha..+sigh+ o levels results are coming out soon..and i have no idea as to whether i shld choose a poly or jc..i really wanna go jc..but i know..my L1r5 will never be below 20!!!thats so sad ya? haha..what to do.. i din even complete my combined humans paper..hah..and i only have 1 humans!!!nah..shall not think bout it any more..makes me feel sad only..hmmm..played captains ball in sch today..nice playing with everyone..great team spirit!hehe..now im having aches all over..oops..im miz.in him now..haha..haven seen him in like 4 days..thats sooooo long..haha..i really hope i can go to the same sch as him..wonder if my dream can come true..
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12:47 PM