Monday, October 31, 2005
haha..yepyep..went to highlight my hair again! muahaha...but it looks like i juz went to cover my black hair only nahz..not much diff? think it would be more obvious after a few washes...haha..hmmm...went with tsehwee...susan charged us 28 bucks..cheap cheap..compared to outside price la..for our hair length..we will never be charged below 100 bucks..haha...anyway..sch's starting tml..DAMN..still in hols mood!!!juz dun feel like going back to school..then see my not-close-to-me classmates again..its dreadful k? not that they are bad or whatever..its juz..i dun click with them..they dun click with me..period..their way of thinking and mine very different..huge contrast..haha..lets see how this sem goes for me..
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10:06 AM
Friday, October 28, 2005
hehe..juz came back from watching the 40 year old virgin..muahaha..M18..but ling and i managed to sneak in...YET AGAIN..haha...cos we went to watch deuce bigalow:european gigolo on tue..haha..they din bother to check our ic..oh wells..haha..maybe we look and dress older than our age..haha..both shows damn corny and freaking lame la..haha.. tue went out with ling and amelia..my two all time besties...miss the time chatting with them...loads..haha..hmmm...tml maybe going out with ling after her work..haha...go get my sandals...haha...decided not to get my crocs...maybe birky too..haha...shall see...hmmm..next sat have wedding dinner to attend...dun even know whose de la..oh wells..but i dun know what to wear yet..haha..probably gonna wear last year's prom tea dress..haha..piano theory exam on sat!! argh...muz maintain my distinction! haha..aiming for it but even if juz pass..i should be contented..haha..
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11:44 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
i almost lost it..i almost gave up on you..on this whole relationship...but i guess i love you too much..thats why i simply cannot say those words that would have ended this relationship out of my mouth...i really felt like giving up but those words juz wun come out..im grateful for that..jealousy was eating into me ytd..that i have to admit..thats why im acting like such a bitch...but you did not help things too..you were speaking words that i never imagined you would say..i felt like shit..and you wouldnt do anything to make me feel better...i went to sleep crying..i woke up crying too...but in the end..i dun know what happened..call it the power of love if you want..i juz got enlightened..like within a snap of the fingers...i got enlightened..and im proud of myself for being able to do that..i msged you to apologise..sorry for putting you through such torture..but i guess both of us are at fault..but im gald i managed to break free from this for now..the jealousy thing was really horrible..i broke away from it now..and for now..i feel calm..i know i will feel jealous again..but im juz gonna try to curb this fucking bad habit..i hope i can..becos i know if i dun curb it..this will be the cause of our breakup next time..becos i know you wun be able to stand it..you might try to put up with it..but sooner or later..you will choose the easy way out..which is to give up..and i DUN WANT THAT DAY TO COME..so i will change..im trying...bear with me ok?
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3:23 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
i regret making the first move..would things have been the same if i wasnt the one who initiated?i regret joining squash...would life be more simple now? without the new friends i made?i regret introducing my friends to you..would that make you a different you?i regret falling so deep for you..would i be happier now?i regret calling you..would things be calm and peaceful now?i regret letting people know so much about me..would i feel like hurt now?i regret hoping that you would be 'THE ONE' in my life..would you ever be?i regret wishing that miracles in life would happen..would it ever?i regret thinking that you could read my mind...because i know you can never do it..i regret calling you to tell you i miss you..because even before i could say the words, you cut me off by saying you were playing games...i regret thinking that you would still be the sweet and caring you i knew..because you are not any longer..i regret typing this..because i know i would hurt you..but one thing you will never know is how much you have hurt me...so forgive me for typing this...
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3:34 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
My wishlist as of 19 aug 2005
Ipod =)
Nike dunk
Travel round the world ( kinda impossible now but who cares! )
Pass my piano exams! ( failed) =)
A new pair of mary janes
Adidas missy elliot
Ripcurl and adidas jacket
Cut and highlight my hair (cut already)
More BAGS
Colour contact lens
New specs ( yep! Again! )
Improve my lousy squash skills
Get an even tan while im in bali (got it and now im fair again) =)
Pass my sem 1 exams (passed!!) =)
A cam of my own
New clothes
Er yi and popo can get their air tix ( full flight so they cant get hold of tix! ) ( they din get it afterall) =)
Perfume! ( I still cant manage to find out what brand that perfume was )
Lip gloss
New pencil case
A pair of heels
Flair skirt =)
that was the wishlist i had on 19 aug..haha..those with =) are the ones that are either over already or i had already gotten it..haha..so here's my new wishlist!!
My wishlist as of 22 October 2005
nike dunk
mary janes
adidas missy elliot
ripcurl brown jacket
adidas bag
highlight my hair
new clothes
crocs bobby shoes
new urban male heels slipper
birky slippers
body shop oceanus scent
lip gloss (watershine I think)
new pencil case
bean bag chair
estee lauder's exotic
pass piano grade 6 theory exam
ipod speakers
re-paint my room
my left big toenail to grow back quickly!!
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7:02 AM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
woo hoo! daddy bought me an ipod yesterday!!! muahaha..that made my day..sad part was i couldnt meet dar!! sooooooooo freaking sad i tell you..sigh..wonder when i'll get to see him and really spend time with him..cos will be working till 24th? and i cant go out with ling becos of that job! i wonder if the 'good pay' will make up for it..doubt it would..anyway..my day ended well becos i FINALLY got to watch quidam!!! muahaha...we really tried our best to go in k? thanks to those really kind ushers...thanks so much! they made it POSSIBLE for us to get in..muahaha..anyway we changed into the super orange 'orient explorer' shirt in order to kinda safeguard ourselves..but i think we did attract attention at some point of time..haha..but the show is REALLY GOOD..really really good..ppl should go watch it!!!
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5:12 AM
Friday, October 07, 2005
muahaha..it wasnt that long awaited...i wasnt even thinking bout my results until last night..when everyone started counting down to the release of the results..haha..anyway am glad that i passed overalls..haha..thats all i care bout actually! cos i know i din study for my exams..so oh wells..i wasnt surprised to see that my results slips consists of Bs and mostly Cs and one extra D..haha..heck la..next sem then i pia..hehe..then i will score like As and Bs..haha..in my dreams la..
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2:53 AM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
dun know whats wrong with this blogger thingy..everything looks weird now..thought there's something wrong with my com or account..realised that others are also seeing the same thing...damn..feeling so fucking bored at home..i think dar's still sleeping..never pick up the phone..shucks..was supposed to go out with him de loe..now i dun feel like going out liao..argh...im feeling emotional..for dun know what reason..lets juz blame pms for now..
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