Friday, November 11, 2005
damn...woke up crying juz now...had a terrible nightmare...first..i was SINGLE...second..i saw zw together with her...(her as in the one who makes me feel insecure every bloddy time i see her)..if that wasnt enough...she had this SMIRK on her face...damn..how i wish i could juz wipe that bloody smirk off her face..hell...what a way to start the day..it totally sucks...not to mention the fact that i have been trying to ask zw out for the past couple of days but to NO avail...fuck..hate moments like this...it makes me think of stuffs..unhappy ones...and it spoils my mood..but he never seem to realise that he is doing all this to me..its either that or he doesnt give a damn..which one i dun know..dun say i never try...i did..am still trying but am gonna give up..see no point trying anyway..
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