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Saturday, August 06, 2005

hai..im pretty confused these few days as i think most can tell..im thinking of whether i should change course..i know..i'll be wasting time and money..but i really really cannot foresee myself doing this for the next three years..i know i have been thinking bout this issue for quite some time now..but i haven been giving it much serious thought till yest i suppose..hmmm..now im more geared towards taking dip in music more than anything else..but im afraid that i'll give up one day..because i dun even have the confidence that i'll pass my piano exams this time round..of cos i seriously hope to pass..im trying real hard to prac now..the pieces are getting better but im not at my peak yet..another thing's that deb withdrawing from sch sometime next week..i must admit that i seriously felt like a she juz dropped a bomb on me when she told me that..and that my serious thinking started at that time..but she did not influence me..she juz merely made my decision more firm..haven told dad and mum anything yet..i wanna come to a decision before telling them..dun wanna cause any unnecessary worrying for them..sigh..this is tough..partly because i think its kinda difficult to fit into the class? they all have their own cliques and stuff..but oh wells..i believe im a people-person..haha..hmmm..but somehow..i juz feel like i think differently from most of my classmates..different frequency and stuff..haha..dar said he will give me his fullest support..no matter what i choose to do..thanks baby..hmm.. i have never been this serious before..haha..that shows im matured now!!haha..kidding..i still wanna be a kid at heart..haha..yipee..meeting my sec sch class mates tml!!yipee..sooooo long since i last saw them!i really miss those times..man..we must have been the most united class with the BEST class spirit of all time!!hehe..we bonded like no one else ever did..gee..i love them so much so much..going for steambost tml..haha..dar said he's gonna cook for me!! yipee..*touched*

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Pamela a.k.a pammie
11 august 1988
Leo
awtpamela@yahoo.com.sg

chongfu primary school
swiss cottage sec school
MI (1 st 3 months)
ngee ann polytechnic early childhood education
swiss choir
swiss bowlers

Wishes

A nice jacket
more Birky slippers
Ipod speakers
Lose 5 kg
More clothes/bags/earrings
Tommy Girl perfume
LV bag
PASS MY GRADE 8 PIANO PRACTICAL EXAM
master muay thai and wakeboarding
Spend more time with loved ones

Loves

zhiwei. my family. my besties. my friends. kids. chilling with friends. watching movies. wakeboarding. thai boxing. slacking. having fun. beach. playing the piano. reading. magazines. squash. my mobile. soccer. taking photos. shopping. drinking sometimes. chatting on the phone

Hates

being broke. liars. hypocrites. being lonely. feeling down. having no directions in life. being left out

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