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Sunday, June 05, 2005


i guess i might juz choose to give up after all this while..im so damn sad..but i cant help it..not if i look like one hell of a selfisg bitch in front of everyone..this is not me..im not like that...im not..why did i turn out to be like that? i hate it..i cant stand it..i wanna juz die..i dun want him to have such a bad memory of me..i want it to last..but i cant curb this bad habit of mine..as im typing im crying..what am i supposed to do? i admit i am really selfish..i actually said if he went to sentosa..then he better be prepared to not hear from me for the next 2 weeks..what the fuck is wrong with me? jealousy overload..and im hating it.. someone juz kill me before i ruin this relationship..im hating myself more by the minute..i really feel sucidal..


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Pamela a.k.a pammie
11 august 1988
Leo
awtpamela@yahoo.com.sg

chongfu primary school
swiss cottage sec school
MI (1 st 3 months)
ngee ann polytechnic early childhood education
swiss choir
swiss bowlers

Wishes

A nice jacket
more Birky slippers
Ipod speakers
Lose 5 kg
More clothes/bags/earrings
Tommy Girl perfume
LV bag
PASS MY GRADE 8 PIANO PRACTICAL EXAM
master muay thai and wakeboarding
Spend more time with loved ones

Loves

zhiwei. my family. my besties. my friends. kids. chilling with friends. watching movies. wakeboarding. thai boxing. slacking. having fun. beach. playing the piano. reading. magazines. squash. my mobile. soccer. taking photos. shopping. drinking sometimes. chatting on the phone

Hates

being broke. liars. hypocrites. being lonely. feeling down. having no directions in life. being left out

History

February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
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