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Monday, May 16, 2005


hmmm..dun know why..im feeling down all of a sudden..not sure if its becos of the phone call i had with dar mins ago..hai..nowadays like cant talk de..very sensitive wor..i dun know why..juz feel like we're drifting further and further away..hope not but somehow i juz feel that way.. and that feeling totally sucks..i hate that..hai..work's beginning to suck more too..i cant stand it any longer..really feel like quitting..cant stand a min of it..but im forcing myself to work..cos i wanna earn my own money..darn..im juz contradicting myself right? anyway..pardon me cos im not thinking straight at this point of time..i really miss you and i always look forward to seeing you..you know that? i dun feel that anticipation from you..do you feel that way? someone asked me this qn.."how do you feel?do you love him more or does he love you more.?" actually..i wished i could tell her straight that you love me more..but the answer that came out of my mouth was.."i wish he oved me more..but sad to say..i love him more..he treasures his friends more than he treasure me.." ain't that kinda sad? and to think that i've always been a romance freak..i've always dreamt of those happy ending whereby i'll be basking in love..that the guy would love me so much i'll be more impt to him than anything else in the world..i wished that would come true..will it ever?


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Pamela a.k.a pammie
11 august 1988
Leo
awtpamela@yahoo.com.sg

chongfu primary school
swiss cottage sec school
MI (1 st 3 months)
ngee ann polytechnic early childhood education
swiss choir
swiss bowlers

Wishes

A nice jacket
more Birky slippers
Ipod speakers
Lose 5 kg
More clothes/bags/earrings
Tommy Girl perfume
LV bag
PASS MY GRADE 8 PIANO PRACTICAL EXAM
master muay thai and wakeboarding
Spend more time with loved ones

Loves

zhiwei. my family. my besties. my friends. kids. chilling with friends. watching movies. wakeboarding. thai boxing. slacking. having fun. beach. playing the piano. reading. magazines. squash. my mobile. soccer. taking photos. shopping. drinking sometimes. chatting on the phone

Hates

being broke. liars. hypocrites. being lonely. feeling down. having no directions in life. being left out

History

February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
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July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
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